expectation

Life seems to be so normal and fine and then suddenly without warning normal isn't enough. There needs to be different people, different surroundings, different things. Anything new and exciting.

A yearning in the spirit for something bigger and better. It's like a flesh eating disease. It starts so very small and before you know it a whole body part must be severed because of the disease.

 Before you know it you have become so discontent you can think of nothing else and have all but forgotten what joy should be

Joy should be stepping out of bed and being thankful you had a safe place to sleep. Happiness is turning a handle and having as much water as you please to brush your teeth. Blessed is setting the table for both of your parents. Spoiled is cleaning anything and everything.

Just how many people are there who don't know what clutter is because all they have is the tattered clothes on their back.

Stop the misery and self pity and let the joy start. Don't let people have an expectation of grouchiness from you, but make them expect a joyful spirit.