Beyond...

So sometimes I want to see beyond into my future...eager to know of what lies ahead for me in life. I just want to know details of life beyond college...just so I can have a answer to the multiple times people want to know what the scoop is on my life.

Sometimes I'm glad though I could not see beyond the next 10 minutes. I get into bed at night thinking of all the neatly laid plans I had for the day which were never completed. If I could have seen beyond into my day perhaps I would have been more prepared, but I couldn't, so I was left with no choice but to simply rest in God's grace. It's better that way though because seeing beyond into the future would probably only give me a terrible amount of anxiety. Even worse maybe a case of impatience.

I stop myself from looking beyond into the unknown instead I prefer to look at the grace I now I will have for whatever unexpected or anticipated moment will befall me.

Beyond into the future is not to be impatience or anxiousness...it is trusting God alone for the adventures life will bring.