Only the Beginning

I love writing especially funny things from my normal every day life. However life right now has had a few things that are not very funny instead quite sad.

The news was expected, but at the same time it was very unexpected. Two of my relatives are dying, being destroyed by cancer.

God is still in control. He still loves us. God's Will is still being done.

Death is awful, but for the believer it is all for the glory of God.

My cousin said this...

"I don't like death, that there is a time to die. I know we all die, that there is no guarantee for another breath. I know that death is a deserved judgment for sin. And I know God's grace guarantees that the eternal life he gives to those who have faith in him will never be swallowed up by death."

Today I'm thankful the work Christ did willingly on our behalf so that death is only a beginning of living in all eternity not a permanent end to life.

This is all because He love us so much. The blood was shed, so we could spend eternity with our Savior.

The mystery of the cross I cannot comprehend,
The agonies of Calvary.
You, the Perfect Holy One, crushed Your Son,
Drank the bitter cup reserved for me.

Your blood has washed away my sin,
Jesus, thank You.
The Father’s wrath completely satisfied,
Jesus, thank You.
Once Your enemy, now seated at Your table,
Jesus, thank You.

by Sovereign Grace Ministries and Bob Kauflin.

The Wind Blows

Very hard

Today the North wind blew in. I don't really know if it was a North wind, but it is a cold wind anyway. But I digress. The wind is blowing away the pretty leaves and is certain to blow in snow.

But you know what?

I like this weather...very much:)

What is this College Studant up Too?

Studying lots and lots of studying for midterms. Time spent feriously memorizing big words, while holed up in a corner. Time spent quizzing others and also having awkward conversation about the test material.

There also has been lots and lots of giggles. Mom always said "it was better to laugh than to cry". So I laughed very much, and when I thought I was very happy my friends said I was very stressed. When I broke down in tears after laughing and than laughed some more I knew they were right.

It's over though, the only reminder of them is numbers on my report card. And you know what? Those letters and minus signs do not matter. Report cards get lost and test papers get thrown away, but the Word of God the applied in stored in my heart remains forever....that is if I choose to apply it to my life every single day.

Anybody can memorize for a test. It is only you who can believe in the power of God to work in your heart and life.

Getting a good score on a test does not make me a better person.

Living a life that believes in the power of God to do anything will not be measured by a 4.0 GPA

Living to glorify God in everything will not be measured by a letter grade.

I am glad because in all truthfulness, my sinful self deserves a F.

One day I will give a account for what I have done...

but

I will not be giving an account about my test scores.

10 According to the grace of God given to me, like a skilled master builder I laid a foundation, and someone else is building upon it. Let each one take care how he builds upon it.
11 For no one can lay a foundation other than that which is laid, which is Jesus Christ.
12 Now if anyone builds on the foundation with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, straw— 13 each one's work will become manifest, for the Day will disclose it, because it will be revealed by fire, and the fire will test what sort of work each one has done.
14 If the work that anyone has built on the foundation survives, he will receive a reward.
15 If anyone's work is burned up, he will suffer loss, though he himself will be saved, but only as through fire.
I Cor 3